During lunch break, I noticed this:
At first I thought "Is it too early?" and then I realized, FUCK!, it's already March!
Got my passport today!
I'm going to attempt to mount a shelf in the living room this evening -- that means a pit stop to the hardware store. Watch me do this!
A reminder to self & all: ATM will be DJing this Friday @ the Rev Room! I am more excited about his set than I am headlining act Marky Ramone (Yes, one of them!)
I've been folding laundry, listening to house, feeling completely unreal -- in a good way, mind.
We all have something to look forward to, I believe, and it's just a matter of a few events just happening and before you know it, we're there. I don't want to wish life away & see it slip by unnoticed. I want to enjoy every moment of it, all the way up to those great milestones in life. The in-between stuff can't just be filler! Be it the job, hard times, great meals, good books -- all of it, it means a great deal more to me now than ever.
It took me a long time to get here. By 'here' I mean this state of mind where I am willing to accept life's hardships and pleasures equally with understanding that we can't have one without the other. I guess I'm accepting, finally, what I'm being dealt. I've not mastered it, but I recognize it now and would like to hone it, own it.
Moderation, adaptability, patience, calm, compassion, & truth.
I can apply this to my saying that work is my primary objective, that I want to be the best employee that I can be, and, in the very same breath, say, "I'm done for the day, no more." I'm recognizing my own limitations here. If I'm done, I'm done, any further work will be sloppy, careless. I'll pick up where I left off, when I'm ready, and things will just fall into place. Besides, if I'm not working, I'm still working, albeit other projects, probably personal. I like work, it makes me feel better mentally & physically.
You feelin' me?
You feelin' me?
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I'm feelin' you.
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